Friday, December 12, 2014

This Humble Student Learns to Accept Hokeyness

I accept that Go will be part of my life.  I accept that Backgammon will be part of my life.  I also, at the age of thirty, accept that I will not an elite player at either.  I will not be world renowned.

Okay, I accept that about Go more than Backgammon.  The only reason is that I first learned Backgammon as a youngster and so there all sorts of buried dreams of playing big games and rolling 6-6 to pull off a miracle upset.

I have been playing Go for only a short time, and have not yet even lost my first 50 games.  But I love the game as an exercise in harmony.

I see myself playing Go as a form of mediation, of relaxation.  I will "advance" when I advance.  I will stall when I stall.  I will neglect to play when I neglect to play.  This last point is especially important in gardening season.  Why use Go as metaphor for the harmonies of nature, when I can just experience them directly?  But rainy days, as well as those that are cold and hot will call for games.

As I want to be as humble as I can in relation to Go.  And not to be arrogant about humility, but I do have a lot of practice being humble, much more than a 10 year old gloating over beating his mother at Backgammon.

As a testament to my humility toward this game, I have watched some videos, really built for beginners.  If I had followed my normal mode of operation, I would have played a few games and starting thinking of "disruptive strategies" that will allow me to have my own style and compete with the big-boys.  Ah, youth,

I learned a lot from the following videos and will probably refer to them as I move up in beating Fuego, the free Go engine I am playing with on my computer.  All of the videos had a common feature that in the past I was have gagged on: they are all a bit hokey.  But somehow, in my more humble, open state, I found myself smiling at them, even if it would not be my style to say. All the videos are on a 9 by 9 board. I plan on getting at least 25 of games in on a 9 by 9, before switching to something a bit bigger.

The first video is a near-total novice playing a more experienced player in a game that just divides the board up:




The second video gives a little more open game from the same players:


The third video is someone beating a computer at different level of stone handicap. Helpful in facing my current Go opponent.